MAN I AM SOO SCARED!!!!!!
....... *sigh*
i just enter intern medicine internship, today is the first day and you don't know how much i feel stressed there. my first major internship @__________@

i just cant stop thinking this and that, and i couldn't trust myself that i am capable enough to do all the tasks. i just panicked!!!!!!
I WANT TO HAVE THE CONFIDENCE AND EXAMINE THE PATIENTS WELL!!! please please help me god

urrrgggghhh maybe because it's the first day and i still not adapted enough with the new environment :'(

i just want to gain confidence, really, so that i'm not scared like this..
i want to face the situation with calm behavior..

GYAAA!!! *pulls my hairs*

don't mind me, i'm just a stressed woman lol

I'm wayy addicted with this song.. i post download link in case you want to hear the song too XDDD, i especially like when they repeatedly singing "to rule my world" XDDD

Kings of convenience - Rule my world

oh, and this is another awesome song  ♪♪ｖ(⌒ｏ⌒)ｖ♪♪

Kings of convenience - Mrs Cold

enjoy~~ ＹＡＨ♪☆0(＾＾0)*＾＾*(0＾＾)0☆♪ＹＡＨ 
btw, it's possible that i will attend their concert in Bandung, my town on 27 March.. i'll talk about it in the next entry bcoz i have nothing to do in this free day lol

byee~ now i'll make some hot tea for myself XD

I'm officially in holiday starting yesterdayy!!!! YEAHHHHHHH BYE BYE DENTISTRY INTERNSHIP!!! *duck dancing*
well I still don't know if i pass that internship or not (considering I've made one of the dentist mad before lol), and they won't tell us the grades untill we finished all the internships, but whatever...



I MUST enjoy this 2 free weeks into the maximum hahahha

I have finished the internship in forensik medicine yesterday.It was done at different hospital from where the other internships i have to finish at,since only public hospitals which have forensic medicine part in there. One month i've spent my time there, i feel so happy. I met many people, other medicine students from other universities, we worked together at performing autopsies, we played and laughed together in a little time of break we have. though it's so tiring to wait for the on-calls (we were called whenever there was new corpse, no matter how late it was -___________-;;), i feel sooo happy there. It felt different with any other intership. But now the internship is over! ( >,,< )
( need to cut this unimportant blabbering )

anyway, two days ago i watched NEW MOON movie. TAYLOR LAUTNER is sooo cute!! *nosebleed* lol
some of my friends wanted to watch it at the cinema, and i agreed to come. Not that i'm a fanatic fans of twilight series to begin with, i mean i can watch it on DVD and not now, when it was barely released and many people want to watch the new movie--- god i hate the queue----but i'm so in need of break time hahaha.. the story is standard IMHO, overly romantic (which make me a bit envious lol) and has bad ending. What a cliffhanger! XDDDD
but~~~~ i can't take my eyes off of Taylor Lautner. He played as Jacob Black, the werewolf..Gawd his smile is cute and his abs.... *nosebleed* i think i'm gonna die from this massive bleeding hahahaha..


i know i know, you're staring at his abs too right? LMAO

( Taylor Lautner pic spamming )
man, he's 5 years younger than mee~!! I feel like an old woman liking some teenager hahahahahaha (what do you called it when a woman like younger man?) LMAO

Hi there! actually I have no stories to tell you, but right now I feel like posting an entry here.

There's an earthquake at Padang city previous week. It was 7.6 magnitudes, but since most of the buildings are not quake-resistant, many buildings were collapsed and made many people died -- yesterday when I read then news at yahoo, it reached more than 1000 victims.
At Bandung, city where i lived, there was no great impact from the earthquake, Padang city is miles away from here. nonetheless many people are still buried under the collapsed buildings, so it's still the main news here. there're some issues that some powerfull earthquakes at other cities would follow, and it's so scary just to think about that haha.. but on the other side, it's really interesting to follow those phenomena and find the link between its causes.  Talking about science, haha.

anyway, maybe it's true that on 2012 60% of world population will die. who knows..

about some of you my dear f-list, I know it's tough time for you guys, but I'm assuring you that I'll support you, though we lived in different part of the world. i have tough times here too, and it's so nice to know that I have friends out there that care about me. It made me smile to think about you ^^


P.S.Mew and Kings of Convenience are releasing brand new albums! I really want to download them XDDD

GAWD I'm BACK!!!!!! ∀(≧∇≦)∀
HOW DO YOU DO GUYS?

I'm not intended to have a hiatus, but my recent condition forced me to have hiatus for almost 2 months ヽ(￣ー￣ )ノ. First, I don't have internet connection in the previous months, and I have some big changes as started medical internship 7 weeks ago and I moved to the dorm near the hospital. I don't have time to buy some usb modem or whatever things i need to have internet connection.
well actually 2 weeks ago I have a spacing week before entering ophtalmology, but I got typhoid fever and needed to get some bedrest for almost a week (Ｔ^Ｔ). Not to mention my sister who had breast cancer; we had to take care of her during pre and post operation ( --____-- )
and.. Two days ago I fell from the stairs at my home and got my foot fingers bruised with bleeding wound -___________-. I dunno why but I feel god is leaving me hahaha
But~~~~ now I'm feeling okay and today I had bought that damn card used for connect to the internet and I'm here now!!! and I'm gonna browse your LJ now XDDDD

get it from die_with_smiles 

YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist, so let me know with whom I'm friends!

01 Your Middle Name:
02 Age:
03 Single or Taken:
04 Favourite Film:
05 Favourite Song or Album:
06 Favourite Band/Artist:
07 Dirty or Clean:
08 Tattoos and/or Piercings:
09 Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10 What's your philosophy on life?
11 Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12 Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13 What is your favourite memory of us?
14 What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15 Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16 You can have three wishes (for yourself)
17 Can we get together and make a cake?
18 Which country is your spiritual home?
19 What is your big weakness?
20 Do you think I'm a good person?
21 What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22 Describe your accent:
23 If you could change anything about me, would you?
24 What do you wear to sleep?
25 Trousers or skirts?
26 Cigarettes or alcohol?
27 If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28 Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

andddd you don't have to repost this if you don't want, i'll do this meme for you right here at my LJ ! XDD

this video is so inspiring. This video is about Matt, doing same dance everywhere, around the world. At first I laughed at his dance, but when I watched more, I realized the meaning behind his dance [and action]-------- to unite the world. this is sooo awesome! 

and...

R.I.P Michael Jackson.
Thank you for everything..

also another meme: this one i stole from eventhevoice

ask me a question! or five, or twenty. ask anything you want, and i'll answer as honestly as possible.
this is the question from Britt to all of her flist:

1. why do you post photos in your journal? and if you don't, why not?
hmmm there's no main reason, but same with most all of you, because we've never meet each other, some photos taken from my life would help us to know each other better,at how we live our life--- as some of us lived in different country, at the progress of our life. I'm really excited to see photos from my flist, because I'll know them better bit by bit. ^^

anddd you can ask me anything you want! about my country [indonesia], what i'm doing right now, what i like, anything. ^3^

check out my LJ
deadlycherrydeadlycherrydeadlycherrydeadlycherrydeadlycherry

anyway, I made the banner using Adobe Illustrator CS3. Well it's not really good, but I'm satisfied with the result XDDDD
ohh and this lovely layout is made by milou_veronica. I love the rainbow colors in it ^^

4 days ago I had cold. I had fever and I have been coughing and sneezing badly -___-  I had took medicine, so my condition is better now.. Sneezes has reduced, but the cough is still bad. ( >,,< ) I hope I'll get well soon,,^^

( anyhooo, this is honesty meme )