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06 August 2011 @ 10:54 pm
"If they don’t need you, it’s okay, you do not live for other people.
It’s for yourself, if you give everything for yourself you’d be surprised that people will come to you.
Good human beings are naturally drawn to other humans who give their all into something. When you start valuing these people then wouldn’t you find your own value as well?"

Kyo (Dir en grey)

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01 August 2011 @ 11:17 pm
I feel like I haven't been updating this blog for... years. XDDD

Actually, some web had spammed my LJ and there are this email notification about this spam that keep making comments in my old LJ entry. I consider to ditch this LJ and move to tumblr, but somehow I can't. It's almost 7 years I own this LJ, so maybe i'll update in a while.

As you might be wondering, now i had graduated. In one month, i get my certificate as medical doctor, and I plan on apply a job vacancies at Government Health Ministry. If I can get past the test, i will be placed in a suburb area which is still poor of medical services and work there.

While I was kinda busy with application and work, previous month i still managed to have a backpacker trip to Jogjakarta with my 8 friends. Next post I'll tell about the trip. It was fun, yeah; I was hoping I'll make some trip again. Our next destionation is Karimun Jawa islands, and we might have the trip on December this year, or maybe January next year. I just kinda have to work my ass of for the money for the trip haha..

now it's getting late. I'll meet you again when I updated this blog about my previous trip. see ya
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04 February 2011 @ 04:32 pm

I just found this at Tumblr, and find this really hilarious, so i itched to post it here XDD

Harry Potter Vs Twlight movie reactions

When you find out Edward is a Vampire

When you find out Harry is ‘The Chosen One’

When Bella from Twlight gets in a life threatening ‘situation’

When Harry Potter gets in a life threatening situation

Bella and Edward’s first kiss

Ron and Hermione’s first kiss

When a character in Twilight dies

(We all cry when someone dies!)

When a character in Harry Potter dies

When Twilight finishes

When Harry Potter finishes

@yulyleiva @giimegiime 


Eat that Edward.

(btw i cracked so much when i look at the gif  #4, those kid are just really funny! lol)

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04 February 2011 @ 04:25 pm

The sorting hat says that I belong in Hufflepuff!

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Said Hufflepuff, "I'll teach the lot, and treat them just the same."

Hufflepuff students are friendly, fair-minded, modest, and hard-working. A well-known member was Cedric Diggory, who represented Hogwarts in the most recent Triwizard Tournament.

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Take the most scientific Harry Potter
ever created.

Get Sorted Now!

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09 January 2011 @ 11:20 pm

HELLO to all of my dear friend list!!! HAPPY NEW YEAAARRR!!!
so, it's already January 9th, and i just get some inspirations to write about my 2011 resolutions hehe *sheepish smile*

[insert drumrolls here] my resolutions are:

1. Getting THINNER
yes, you're right baby, i must lose about 6 kilograms (13 pounds) so that i'll be in my ideal weight again. No, make that 8-10 kilograms. well i'm not really sure if i can loose that many, so i'll just make it 6 kilograms. that would be really hard, but i must have faith to myself. I need more bicycling and sit-ups and push-ups, haha

2. Increase my SELF-ESTEEM
Lack of self-esteem has been my psychological problem from a long time ago, and it's been tough for me to get out from that situation. Actually i've downloaded some modules, but i had stopped in the middle because i was too lazy to continue. i know i'm being hard to myself, but i was busy with the internships and assignments all i want to do when i get free time is rest. As i make this my resolution this year, i hope i have more courage to do this.. to make myself better person. :)

3. make some MONEY
it's been intriguing me how much i depend on my parents. I am 23 years old, yet i can't make some money myself. i'll be graduated this year (around October) and people don't expect too much from me as i still in my education program, but still.... i guess i'm too scared to try new things, but i have to realize that i'm getting old and i cannot be like this anymore. GOD of BUSINESS, please give me your idea how to make money  easily XDDDDDD

4. get a BOYFRIEND
it's not my priority as i'm not that lonely, but i guess having boyfriend would help me to get more self-esteem. it's kind of silly anyway, but i think having a boyfriend will convince me that i'm not as ugly and worthless as i think.

that is my 4 resolutions. i haven't come up with any ideas for my 5th resolutions, so i'll stop here. of course i have many needs, wants, wishes, you name it, but i guess having my resolutions come true, then my another wishes will come true as well in the end. Actually my wishes is too many i think it'll to long to write, hahaha..hmm this is some of my top wishes:

i want to boost my notebook and computer's hard disk drive
get a car
get a proper job after graduated
have a vacation to some beautiful islands and places here in Indonesia :)

well they're kinda related with my resolutions, aren't they? XDDD

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04 January 2011 @ 12:57 am

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25 December 2010 @ 11:12 am
Hello, Ho Ho Ho, Merry XMas to u and your family. Let the joy be with U :3

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27 October 2010 @ 11:59 pm

Two weeks ago i went to an Art Festival at my town, called Pasar Seni ITB.  It was held by ITB (Institut Teknologi Bandung or Bandung Institute of Technology) every 4 years, and this year the festival was held on  10.10.2010. There are many live art performances, handcraft/souvenir/artwork stand by college students and artists. Fyi, ITB’s Faculty of Art and Design is one of the best in Indonesia, and i guess many people have  great expectation of this festival.



spamming you with more pics XDDDCollapse )

Current Location: Indonesia, Bandung
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19 October 2010 @ 01:08 am

when i counted it, it's been 5 months since my last post here. i've been busy with those assignments and internship -- practically i have no life outside the hospital.  Not that i don't have time, i just too tired.. and i have no courage--well i can't think what i can write here. whenever i had time, i'll just sleep or simply locking myself in my room, browsing or chatting. What a life *sigh*
even my mother told me to go out with my friends. she said i need to socialize and maybe get a boyfriend. aadsaffffdsakl I laughed so much at her comment XDDDDD

but, now i feel that i reallllly miss my LJ. I promise i'll make some entries after this week.

anyhoo, last Sunday i went to art festival with my friends. i took some cool photos and i'm planning on post it here. maybe this sunday XDDD

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28 May 2010 @ 07:35 pm
Icelandic composer is just too good!!!

you should watch Go Do video by Jonsi, it has surreal aura in his song. talk about dreampop <3


now this is a wonderful cover of Death Cab for Cutie song ( Marching Bands from Manhattan ) by Olafur Arnalds. very classic and i love it XDD 
i cant believe someone in the same age with me can compose like that >,,<

this is a wonderful video that’s of interest to everyone who has been effected by eruption of the eyjafjallajökull volcano in iceland. shot by sean stiegemeier at the start of may, using kolniður by jónsi as soundtrack. The mountain is so beautiful <33

03 April 2010 @ 08:50 pm
happy easter to anyone who celebrate it! <3<3<3

btw one week ago I attended Kings of Convenience live in concert at my town. i actually have wrote the review at last.fm, but i decided to share it with you here.

click if you want to continue read my poor review, hahaCollapse )
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21 February 2010 @ 06:44 pm

and still 8 weeks for this internship to go~~

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08 February 2010 @ 06:49 pm
....... *sigh*
i just enter intern medicine internship, today is the first day and you don't know how much i feel stressed there. my first major internship @__________@

i just cant stop thinking this and that, and i couldn't trust myself that i am capable enough to do all the tasks. i just panicked!!!!!!

urrrgggghhh maybe because it's the first day and i still not adapted enough with the new environment :'(

i just want to gain confidence, really, so that i'm not scared like this..
i want to face the situation with calm behavior..

GYAAA!!! *pulls my hairs*

don't mind me, i'm just a stressed woman lol
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01 February 2010 @ 04:41 pm
brr it's soo cold here when we just have heavy rain *shivers* i can't imagine if I have snow, it must be too cold here ~~
at raining like this, i think it so comforting listening to some acoustic music and have some hot tea.. well I am listening to Kings of Convenience -- which is awesome to hear -- but i don't have hot tea. maybe i'll make myself after writing this entry XD

Rule my world

You set yourself above
That all forgiving god
You claim that you believe in
Your kind is gonna fall
Your ship is sinking fast
And all your able men are leaving

Only someone
Who's morally
Superior can possibly
And honestly deserve
To rule my world

I talk before I think
You shoot before you know
Who's in your line of fire
So somehow we're the same
We're causing people pain
But I stand and take the blame
You scramble to the night

Only someone
Who's morally
Superior can possibly
And honestly deserve
Only someone
Who's morally
Superior can possibly
And honestly deserve

To rule my world (10x)

Explain me one more time
When they kill it's a crime
When you kill it is justice

I'm wayy addicted with this song.. i post download link in case you want to hear the song too XDDD, i especially like when they repeatedly singing "to rule my world" XDDD

Kings of convenience - Rule my world

oh, and this is another awesome song  ♪♪v(⌒o⌒)v♪♪

Kings of convenience - Mrs Cold

enjoy~~ YAH♪☆0(^^0)*^^*(0^^)0☆♪YAH 
btw, it's possible that i will attend their concert in Bandung, my town on 27 March.. i'll talk about it in the next entry bcoz i have nothing to do in this free day lol

byee~ now i'll make some hot tea for myself XD
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01 February 2010 @ 03:33 pm
strangely i feel calmCollapse )
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